Believing you and my WANT to believe you is tearing me apart. On the outside, I appear my normal self and this is what I feed to the public. Reality shows that on the inside I am falling to pieces and for YOU of all people. I understand that YOU can care less but all I ask is for YOU to comfort me, instead of these tears that pour from my soul and carry me off to sleep.

“We break up to make up“; that song plays endless in my head but it holds true. I try to move on; comparing everyone to YOU is my life long curse, with your presence as the cure and so I take YOU back. Who cares about what was done when we were apart, you had done twice as much while we were together! It is obvious that YOU bring temporary change upon your return into my life but I love living this lie, it soothes me for I have…..YOU!

I love hearing those very words, “Things will be different this time” and your fairy tale ending of how much you’ve changed since you were away. At least now when my friends call me a fool for taking you back AGAIN, I have a great joke to share with the punchline, “Things will be different this time.” They LOVE that one, laughs from them all each and every time.

  Oh, before you sneak out after I am fast asleep tonight to be with someone else….  Can you please tie the blindfold a little tighter for me? It helps me with a good nights sleep; so I am not as tired waiting up for you in the morning.

I LOVE YOU.

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