This very moment played out again and again in my mind.

 I was extremely confident of every word that would reach your ears and right now I am at a loss. All of the pent up anger and disbelief was enough to fuel this rage that could shock a nation and yet I feel more aware now that it was all for nothing; the years polluted my thoughts and diluted your irresponsibility which set us free.

 For weeks after our disengagement to a life promised through lies, I found myself blaming everyone around me that was involved both direct and indirectly in our pending train wreck and not once did I point the blame at us. Wait, at you for countless nights of your office claims, glasses that were stained by your lipstick at bars afar and hotels that carry a charge for two, though I was never present.

 For a time I felt that you owed me something, more than you could ever give back. An unstable relationship that I failed to walk away from when the door was wide open, laces secured, my back facing all our problems and the path was clear. It is almost amazing how one individual could persuade you that tomorrow WILL be better when you could barely recall the last time you felt LOVE in their presence; you always had a way to put on an outstanding performance.

 While I should be appalled by you, I now applaud before you and stand with pride. Our time together was my learning experience, viewed as one of life’s many obstacles and now? Well now I can say thank you and not a second too soon for I have a plane to catch.

  Take Care.